You are a calming influence in our family, most times. You are the one who shakes us out of our "fatal ease", to contemplate the eternal value of what we do and say. You are the very observant and very circumspect person, who throws his actions through the sieve of biblical authority, before acting, most times. I am grateful for your kindness in our family. I am grateful for your sympathy for the downtrodden and for your shaking the apathetic into action. I am intensely watching and learning to follow your example in my life.
I pray that God would give you long perseverance in your spheres of usefulness, that your guidance would carry us to also learn to be considerate of the other people in the house and not just ourselves. Thank God for you. Love and smoochiepoos, Mommy.Thursday, November 26, 2015
Friday, November 6, 2015
As We "refrain from Embracing"...and other thoughts on growing up "Walker"
To Everything there is a season...The time to every purpose of this time is the time to refrain from embracing.
I believe that, if there is one thing that marks my remembrance of my Enoch and the comfort that he is, it is embracing. We held onto one another as though there were not going to be a time to refrain from embracing. "Love ya, Love ya honey"? What a dear boy you have been to know that your mother was in constant grief and so often allay her fears. When you fell, or tried something new, you would say, I am alright mother. You knew that it would hurt me more than you for you to be hurt and so you comforted me, almost before you could walk. I am right here mother, when I would call out, as though the unthinkable has happened. You knew that my mind always went to the worst fear.
This morning, no kiss and no hug, your manly self came in and got ready for your morning drive and I had to wait. I had so many warnings and corrections to say, but I held my tongue. He is grown now. Let the morning happen for him. Let him ask for your opinion, was the message to my soul. I just prayed and brewed in my spirit the longings for you to grow in grace and knowledge and ability. I would never have time to tell you all. I just try to enjoy this season of"refraining from embracing".
Monday, September 14, 2015
What, my son. And What son of my vows, and what son of my womb?
Friday, August 21, 2015
Thursday, July 30, 2015
Last Wednesday was a great time hearing from the man of God, my son.
MY son Enoch was asked to speak at the youth service at Central. I was so pleased and wanted so much to be there, but I wasn't sure if my presence would detract from the Word.
God made a way for me to be there and I sat in the corner and received the Word, as though it was anyone else. God is not stuck and needy, He is no respecter of persons and that means that He can use the young as well as the old. He can use the very bold and confident and He can use the very humble and quiet person. I believe that. I received much from that Word, I am trying to put into practice the mortification of my sins, when I am aware of them. I am desirous to know more of God in the putting away of my sins on a regular basis. I am grateful that God used my son in our church to speak of the beauty of knowing that God can assist us to get closer to Him, everyday.May God bless your ministry and your Christian walk, in Jesus' Name, Amen.
Saturday, May 2, 2015
Dear Georgie...
I remember loving her face and loving that she was "my baby sister". That is a real and a tangible promotion of life. Your sister is watching you, came to my mind, everyday. Your sister is going to follow you, if you do this or that. It is not just you who are doing that naughty thing, you are leading somebody else into that folly. I led her into much folly, in our infancy and smaller days. We became the best of friends and the best of companions. I would hope and pray to God that baby "princess" and Georgie would know the love that Ju and I have had, in this life. To hug at Senior Day and have one of the greatest sorrows to be that this bond of traveling together and schooling together would have to end there. I wish that for Georgie. I wish he could have every one of my siblings relationships, but most of all the one that I have with Ju, for sure!. God bless that budding family with love and unity, in Jesus' Name.